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I'm a realistic dreamer with a big heart and an open mind. I love people and animals although at times both are undesired by me. I'm intellectual and I try to always think with and use my common sense since I know that it isnt always common so I'm blessed to have it lol. I have 4 sisters and 2 brother and 1 niece whom I love with my whole life and everything in me. I would do anything for any of them to live and have their dreams come ture even if it comes down to death. I'm a peaceful passionate person as my favorite colors are blue and forest green, when I am working at something I stop at nothing until my mission is complete I guess you can say i'm sort of a perfectionist which can sometimes be a gift and a curse but i'm working on it. I'm a Virgo. Libra born on the cusps of the two signs (September 22nd)I guess thats why I'm unblanced sometimes lol or not ha! but I believe you will find your true self by learning about your zodiac signs. Anything else you want to know just ask because I'm running out of things to say lol

Saturday, February 27, 2010

I SMOKE WEED CAUSE IT SOOTHES ME DAMMIT

02/27/2010 8:25pm

Whats with tihs unwritten rule that only men can smoke weed because only they look good doing it? Like wtf is up with that? When men and women smoke we get the same high going through us, the same smoke, the same feeling so whats wrong with me smoking it??? Well I'm going to continue smoking it and looking unattractive to you whom ever YOU maybe who thinks that way of my bad habit only thing I can say to that is only God can judge me and he doesn't take too knidly to people trying steal his role in my life....Good Grief man wtf is Woodstock at???? We need Wookstock again shit was equal back then.......smfh

Ughhhhhhh Sex or lack there of

02/27/2010 7:28pm

hmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm my sex life right now......nonexistant and yeah maybe its my fault that I don't give into urges not even when I have a boyfriend but damn G-man you made me give my hard headed ass a break and show me how to be more open sexually. It is just me or does anyone else let their pubic hairs get really long when you're not getting any booty??? I checked the other day and my pubes were like full blown and at first I laughed but theres nothing funny about that shit at all that has to be taken care of asap. My body is sending me signals I can act on right now and its getting me really frustrated I wanna scream but theres so many people around....I could go to the batheroom and give my clit a rub over but then that would be just teasing myself :-( I cannot bare that right now......maybe a cold shower will help like all the other time...maybe

Feeling Really Pretty Today

2/27/2010 6:33



Today for some odd reason I woke up in the best of moods and I have to say I enjoyed the day although there were some downers around me :-( boo!!!!!! When I'm in such good moods like this one which is rare I like to go places but theres is nowhere to go better yet theres no one to go with....Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh what happened to my high school years where I shuold have made lasting friends that I would be going out with today???? Steady shaking my head at myself for staying so sheltered and being untrusting it really gets you no where out of life is what I'm really starting to notice. Well anyway back to the main topic lol I always get off topic I always have so much to say about everything. I'm a pretty plain girl I accept things pretty much they way they are presented to me whether I like it or not and my looks I don't know I guess there are some things that i like about me like my eyes and how they define the other features of my face like if i had someone elses eyes I would like like a totally different person and I would never want that. I just for some reason unclear to me never feel really pretty but today I looked at myself in the mirror after my shower and gave myself a pat on the back because I'm a beautiful black woman...YES I AM!!! I put on my brand new beige shirt with one of my fave blue jeans that make my butt look extra amazing and my beige fury Uggs..Oh how I love love love Uggs♥!!!!!!!!! I look so hot right now and I don't mean to sound concieted or anything less or close to vulgar but I the way I'm walking and talking right now, my confidence is getting me compliments...ah I was right confidence is truly what makes a girl sexy!!!! I truly feel sexy today. I feel like I could go out and snag up any guy I desire or win a prize for the most exuberant confident person because if you could see my I swear you'd see my spirit shinning right now, lol oh my god I'm blabbering. Well I'm getting a bit hungry so I guess I'll got eat something...*scratches head* wonder if theres even anything to eat.....be right back either way loves.



xoxo

Mizzmaddie